today i felt so happy altough alot things happen...she knew but she just kept quiet...sian haha alot things happened i only just kept quiet, not like me at all;( by the way i said i would not blog again right? because too much things in my mind i just write on blog never told anyone yeah so happy..i sms to everyone but i didnt want her to get sad so i did hai...so regret doing that...if my jie now feeling guilty because she hai me also...i wish nothing had happen but is not possible...AIYA FAN SI  LE...my first test is coming so now must forget eveything...get good grades and show everyone...yeah...must take amath next year...wish i could have softball training now so i train harder to beat other ppl...